I can’t believe what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up?
Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?
I was sitting in the living room when Sunday’s Berita Minggu front page caught my attention. ‘Penyakit ‘misteri’ dengan sekelip mata ragut nyawa ibu muda’ and there was a picture of a man with his wife holding their child. The lady in the picture look rather familiar so I searched for her name, Shaffadina b. Jamil aged 20. She looked like Oshin but I don’t know Oshin’s real name and aged. I called up Hairul and tell him about the news. We were both very curious and wanted to confirm whether the girl in the news was really Oshin that we used to know. Manage to call up Imam and sadly it was true. A young life lost.
It was in January 2006 when I got to know this young girl. She was the girlfriend of Imam back then. I didn’t know her name or age then. All I know is that she lived very near where I’m staying. She was there for my 20th birthday. She was there when I first step into Sentosa ‘again’. She was there to chill with us. She was there to crack lame theories about life. She was there to add some life during our study period for the exams. She was cheerful, bubbly and loud. Even though I only have the chance to know her for a short period of time, those memories will be there forever.
Condolence to her family and may Allah forgive her sins and mistakes in life.
Let me recall what I can remember within this month.
Been very busy and sick. From Raye till now. What telah happen?
26th September.
Managed to get 2 sets of tickets to Singapore F1 GP Night Race. Well, Im not a fan of racing car, but damn, wat an experience. I guess I was lucky. Hairul almost got himself lucky but too bad, if wasnt for his commitment to the nation, he would probably be there with me. hahahaha.
27th September
Went to Hairul's Raya Open House. The Mee Rebus was SEDAP!!!
Karaoke with Hairul and Supi at Cash Studio. Like the old times. :)
28th Sept to 3rd Oct
When countries around the world being hit by natural disaster, I was hit by an UN-natural virus. People can name hurricane katrina, i name my virus Fiona. I think only Hairul and Supi will know why. hahaha.
I got high fever for 6 days straight for no bloody reason. I was bed bound. No work, no ciggy, no gf. :(
I recovered just in time for Jalan Raye NON VI SED ARTE.
4th October
Its just not US. guess I will have to wait for another year.
Jalan Raye with my Sec Friends. Naqia was there too. :)
I think it was happening and fun event. NoN-stop jokes. I'll upload pictures here later.
16 October
The first 2 week of Oct went well. Then come the night of 161009. hell break loose again, this time it was something much serious, suspected of 'food poisoning' sort of ah. Haiz....
I was invited over to an Indian Family house on the 15th for dinner. It was a typical indian family. well the food, no doubt it was nice but it was too HOT and Spicy. curry and spicies everywhere in the food. alamak. I thought I'll stop at one serving, but no. the faster u finish up the food, the more food they will add to ur plate. hehehe. alamak!!!
i felt feverish that night but i thought it will go off the next day.
sarturday, 16 oct, still having fever in the morning but still insisted of playing soccer. so i played from 0930 till 1330hrs with no problem. felt abit weak but everything seems to be fine.
rested at home after soccer then my temperature rise and i started vomiting. i still insist that everything will go away the next day and i will be just fine. But HELL NO, it got worsen on sunday. Blood was present when i vomit. i lost my voice. felt so shitty and weak vomited over 30 days between sat and sun.
given up, so i end up at TTSH, warded. first time in my life ive been warded.
its nice to see my family, gf and friends to visit me. Thank you for taking time off from ur daily busy schedule to actually visit me. :)
I dont know how long I'll be in here. IM TIRED AND BORED. I want to go home.
just tahan with my lenghty post. Im just BORED. haiz....
Bye T.Island. HELLO S.Island.
Sentosa with Gf, Supi and Hairul.
Thank god it was sunny the whole day.
Frisbee (no more), mini soccer, sea, sun, sand, big-two, etc……
Its been awhile since I step into Sentosa.
Can’t wait for Universal Studio to open. =))
Random Shots.
@ Sakura
@ Sakura
Hairul and Supi
Us.
I’m cruising away.
Good morning people.
=)
Hey girl, where's your drink? We goin' all get real drunk tonight……… eh?!! belum lagi ah… nyah..
So again, I fail to turn up at work because I wake up late. nyah.
Meet up with my secondary school friend on the 060909.
Its been about 4 years since we last go out together. Fara and Syafiq wasn’t there tough because they can’t be contacted.
Insya-allah we will meet again for jalan raya on the 041009. 
the girls
the guys
all of us
Liza, Siti, Yana, Azzizah, Nurul, Ridwan, Me, Hilman and Reezal.